It almost seems surreal that I get to see Nathaniel so soon, don't get me wrong I am very excited, ecstatic even, I CAN NOT WAIT, but he has been gone for so long and Camden and I have gotten into such a routine that it is hard to imagine having him home again. I try and imagine what it will be like to see Nathaniel playing with Camden but I can't, or I try and imagine what it will be like having him help around the house, I can't even remember what it is like to kiss him...I KNOW I KNOW, I have memories..distant memories of all of this, but as a Army wife and to survive each day without him, I keep myself busy with the day to day things, which is great, I truely have a blessed life...but our day to day things right now do not involve my wonderful husband. So imagine as I might and even knowing that soon I get to actually hug my wonderful husband, I just can't quite comprehend that fact :)
BUT IT IS TRUE...WITHIN HOURS...OR DAYS I WILL BE WRAPPED IN THE ARMS OF THE MAN I GET TO BE WITH FOREVER!!!!
Camden has become such a wonderful little helper. He helps me throw clothes from the washer into the dryer and is extra helpful by closing the dryer door after each piece of clothing he puts in the dryer, to helping me "throw" his toys into the toy baskets, and his latest chore...helping me put the groceries away!
